Episode 94: Friends with Benefits

0:00 What's going on is nocturnal. Shady.

0:02 She boy easy. Welcome to The Rule the Honest

0:04 podcast nationwide.

0:29 Mute his mic. You're sad.

0:35 You know, in some scripture it says I like them hot.

0:38 The ones that don't tell me to stop, eat Dick, swallow the cum.

0:43 And they know how to fight. Need a project?

0:45 Bitch, you. Know Hood, Red bitch.

0:47 Y'all gonna start every episode like this.

0:48 Well, that don't give a fuck and says she's that.

0:51 Dick. Go.

0:53 You know you want to say it. We did this last time.

0:55 Shit doggie with it. Hello people.

1:01 Hold the fuck up. Welcome back to another episode

1:04 of The Rule Leona Podcast. I'm Doc Turtle.

1:08 I am the parent. I am Hut Twin.

1:12 I'm Easy bitch. And we have a special guest

1:15 sitting in the studio with us. State your name Gangston.

1:18 My name is D Nice. Hey, don't.

1:21 Stop. Welcome to the Videos project.

1:23 Thank you for having me guys. I don't know what episode this

1:26 is 'cause fucked in my way. This is 95 I believe.

1:30 That was a good year. Wouldn't know it's.

1:34 A good year? I was already out in these

1:36 streets. Yeah, that was the first half of

1:38 the three Pi was dead was I was 4.

1:42 God damn 4 four children. 31st Half of the Three, P.

1:50 What, 2-3? My name is Shady and my cohost

1:54 have a DD because we never have structure.

1:58 It's the beginning of the episode.

2:00 Hey, welcome back Shady. How you feeling?

2:02 I like this. What's this PA card name?

2:08 I'm. Working for the W today.

2:13 They've been whooping ass. I've been liking it.

2:16 I've been liking it. I honestly forgot I had.

2:19 This T night. That's it.

2:20 I see you. I see you over there, Sir.

2:23 Oh, no. I got on Jordans.

2:25 It's on Joe 90. I'm double checked up.

2:30 It's around here somewhere. It's orange point, as that

2:36 Facebook post said. Jesus Christ.

2:39 But if you do here like this is how we start shit.

2:42 We just gotta start with some randoms.

2:44 But anyway, let's get it to these quick pop ups whether I

2:47 pull them up. Da da da da da they're having.

2:50 Them up. Shut your ass up.

2:53 Fucking slipping through. The waiter and you.

2:55 Fucking ain't never paid oh. No, no.

2:59 Yes, No. Yes, maybe.

3:01 No. Yeah, it's a big maybe.

3:04 If it's about what you've been bothering, it's about no, it's

3:06 sure. Yeah.

3:07 No, no, no, no, no, no. We gotta talk about BSI since

3:13 y'all you only watched it. First off, you made me waste a

3:15 hour and 48 minutes of my God-given life.

3:18 Well, shit, we already knew. Yeah.

3:21 I could have googled that shit, but the death of it though.

3:23 I could have. But death?

3:24 That he was death. Dumb.

3:25 I don't know. What's talking about?

3:27 Absolutely. The death of a calm man, yes.

3:29 He said, Hey, do I like to comment?

3:30 Fuck. Yeah, yeah.

3:33 I can't believe HBO cut a check back with straight hand.

3:36 Got a fight? Me y'all really cut a check.

3:37 For this Bush, and he said it though he did, he said, y'all do

3:41 realize I keep. Doing this shit.

3:45 So for those of y'all who didn't go on Max and watch BS High

3:49 about Bishop Sycamore, he had them kids stealing rotisserie

3:54 check. And waffle frozen waffles.

3:58 They were living at a hotel instead of a Walmart.

4:00 Yeah, yeah, I know the worst part of that shit.

4:02 And I actually posted them as I watched it.

4:04 The worst part about this shit is the ain't feeling no remorse

4:07 of what he did to him. Kid still doesn't.

4:08 Doesn't he's taking this shit on the world tour?

4:10 As he as I. Should.

4:13 What I'm saying is you use your publicity, but the the ones that

4:16 really could have had a shot, like yours was rambling.

4:20 Yeah, like the ones that really could have had a shot and could

4:22 have probably did something with themselves.

4:24 You really fucked them over to go on the podcast tour.

4:27 That's that's that's probably his only promise he gave them

4:30 kids with oh, I'm gonna get y'all some publicity which which

4:33 is what he. That's not a problem, though,

4:35 because he did the right thing. It was the wrong way, I'll say

4:38 that. Well, he did say I'm gonna get

4:40 you on national TV, but. He.

4:41 He got him there. He.

4:42 Just definitely. He just made a bunch of.

4:43 It was a daily demand of his IT. Was the hand.

4:45 Print, Yeah, he also said. He said, you wanna get looked at

4:49 by the top colleges? I can get that for you.

4:52 But I mean, he say he's gonna get you to go.

4:55 Yeah, he. Never say we'll get you to go.

4:57 We don't. Well, no, according to the

4:58 players, he did. Yeah, they promised them a multi

5:01 $1,000,000 training. He promised gourmet meals and

5:05 they were stealing Eggos and that's my and that's my

5:08 favorite. Favorite.

5:09 That's my favorite and most fucked up part about it is like

5:11 the end of it when they show you like, all right, some of these

5:15 kids made it. One went to Grandma's State 11.

5:17 No, he didn't get all the way like.

5:20 Get to the ramp, then it didn't get all the way to the end.

5:22 End like, oh, this working at Kroger right now with hand doing

5:26 shit right. He can say, yeah, he still work

5:29 for Walmart and shit. You feel me?

5:30 He just trying, you know work out until my man over here sell

5:33 pit bulls if you want one like. That shit was fucked.

5:35 Up the That made the fucking song.

5:36 He made a whole fucking EP about this shit.

5:38 Shit, yes. He was upset.

5:40 Did you know what's wild? Watch that shit.

5:42 Sell it. Of course it will.

5:43 It's gonna sell, and it's gonna sell because of the whole

5:47 publicity as far as Max go and shit and listen to this shit

5:51 kind of cool. It's gonna make motherfuckers go

5:53 listen to it. It you say that, but listen to

5:55 blue face. I don't.

5:58 Ooh, listen. Speaking.

5:59 Listen, you got out of me for that, man.

6:01 Is hell. No, no, no, no, no, no.

6:04 Wait, wait. Speaking of that, cuz somebody

6:06 did bring up like are we gonna talk about blue?

6:09 Take us out the group chat, cuz I'm gonna look right in this

6:12 fucking camera and tell you absolutely fucking lutely not.

6:15 Next subject take. Next subject.

6:18 Chat cuz Wait, take us out the group chat.

6:21 I ain't even asked to be put in this group chat and I can't

6:23 leave. Fax.

6:24 I'm not with it. And that, as much as we're about

6:26 to give him moving on, Usher is the fucking goal.

6:30 How many weeks ago was it when I said that?

6:33 I said the main as a goop, congratulations for him, like

6:37 taking over the Super Bowl. Halftime.

6:40 He would, he would be performing that half.

6:42 Shut up. Ben did that shit.

6:43 Should have been. Should have been.

6:45 Y'all know what's craziest as a sports fan?

6:48 If they really booked Taylor Swift, I would have turned that

6:50 shit off for 15 minutes. Damn.

6:52 I'm just. You know what's fucked up?

6:54 I wouldn't have, no. Not her.

6:55 Music. I don't know her music either,

6:57 so. I do but.

6:58 Is no I'm not I'm. Not gonna say how to turn it

7:00 off. I wouldn't have paid no mine.

7:02 No what I. Would have been on, I would

7:04 have. Been that would have been the

7:05 back for some shit. Like, I'm gonna go get my snacks

7:07 now or get my plate. You know, it wouldn't have been

7:09 something I actually sat and watched.

7:10 We'll all be watching the Super Bowl this year.

7:12 We, yeah. Aren't we going to be in

7:15 Georgia? There's some sign.

7:17 We are, yes. The same weekend, I believe,

7:21 yeah. Oh God, we come back home that

7:23 day. Bring the.

7:23 PS5. We come get you home ass

7:26 whipped. Yeah, no problem.

7:27 OK, moving on. The game gonna be out by then,

7:30 We we. Gonna go at.

7:31 It but not you. Worry.

7:32 Still still sticking on Usher being the damn goat?

7:37 Why is him and Jada Pinkett still slapping the significant

7:42 others like Usher is still slapping Keiki Palmer

7:49 significant other Jada still slapping the will?

7:51 And he's still slapping her cheeks.

7:53 So he a win is a win. It was a fucking win, is it?

7:57 Hey, every time he performed that song, he still she got his

8:00 birthday tattooed on her cheeks, bro.

8:02 Yeah, pretty much. He's still clapping cheeks and

8:05 he went on breakfast clubs saying I'm the guy who told you

8:08 don't leave a girl around me. Yeah.

8:11 He's fucking goat. He is.

8:13 What I'm saying is, however you look at it, you could look at,

8:16 Derek says to sit. He's still getting coochy from

8:19 his big Mama. I knew Usher.

8:21 Was he just took the bitch out for her birthday?

8:23 He did birthday text and that shit was like bro posted

8:26 everywhere he did do that. You know, that's crazy.

8:28 I didn't even know that until those pictures dropped.

8:30 Yeah, will be looking at it. I definitely don't look at Kiki

8:33 that hard. I appreciate the.

8:35 Motherly clothes though, now that I got my 4 keys, but

8:38 definitely be looking. No, no, no.

8:40 I appreciate the the the glow up.

8:42 I take these bitches are like 480P.

8:44 Hey, yo. No bullshit.

8:50 Shake it real cloudy over here. Move.

8:52 The fuck on You're hilarious. No, but Speaking of Usher, I

8:56 knew Usher was the goat when he stole the actual verse from R

9:01 Kelly. And same girl did y'all know

9:03 that the part that Usher was singing was really supposed to

9:06 be the part that R Kelly wanted to sing.

9:08 So Kelly had a problem with that, and he called the producer

9:10 like, hey, you think Usher can take my bitch?

9:14 This is a true story. Kelly was upset about that.

9:19 I think I should go take his bitch.

9:20 Yes. Absolutely.

9:22 Oh, for sure. But I should also don't like

9:23 children, so moving on there. You go.

9:27 Damn you. It was up here.

9:29 You went here. Now we're here.

9:32 Hi, my name is Shady and I'm back.

9:35 God damn it beat. Me to it.

9:37 Well, since we landed on you Shady and it's kind of affects

9:40 you a little bit, mostly the. Effect.

9:43 Kinda. Kinda.

9:44 Kinda. Mostly.

9:46 Cause and effect. So when I slept you, Is that the

9:48 cause of the effect the federal government may be headed?

9:53 Don't impact me, bitch. I don't work for them no more.

9:57 Move. What the fuck going?

9:58 Unless you're cutting me and stimmy, I don't care.

10:00 I don't get no federal benefits. I don't work there no more.

10:03 Fuck 'em. And the government shut down

10:05 every fucking two quarters and y'all just don't be paying

10:08 attention to. That shit damn sure get me hard

10:10 away. We ain't worried about it for.

10:12 Real I need a stim me or 4. Damn.

10:15 Four would be nice. When is the world gonna shut

10:17 down? That's all I'm that's.

10:18 All I'm never. Why would you want the world to

10:20 shut down? You talking about Cousin COVID?

10:21 You know, that's just. No, we work in a hospital.

10:24 A hospital? What the fuck?

10:25 No, I throw boxes. Boxes that's gonna be more.

10:28 I ain't trying to be walking around like Sub Zero all day no

10:31 more already. Dude, that that shit back.

10:34 That's cause you guys sit in the fucking rooms.

10:36 That's a different story though. But anyway, moving on now

10:39 because. Damn, I'm gonna be home on the

10:41 couch. You feel me?

10:44 That's crazy. Tragic.

10:46 But honestly, how do y'all feel about it?

10:48 Like it maybe had its words shut down, like on our anniversary

10:51 little October 1st. We talked about the government

10:53 of the world, the government. I'm so used to it by now.

10:55 It doesn't affect. Me it doesn't.

10:57 Yeah, because they go through this shit everywhere.

10:59 They can't. I can't agree on the spending

11:01 bill every time because somebody wants more money in their

11:04 pension and we have been trillions of dollars in debt my

11:08 entire fucking life. The government gets shut down

11:11 every end of the year before the fiscal year ends.

11:14 We don't. If you know business, you know,

11:16 you know come man, get the fuck out of here.

11:20 Y'all just throw a furlough these people.

11:21 Because y'all don't want to cut that into the year money.

11:24 And you know when people bought a retire and all that shit, I.

11:27 Want to cut the end of the year money.

11:29 So yeah, let's furlough them and not pay them.

11:31 And then we might pay them in the back end.

11:33 Might. Hell.

11:35 Yeah, right before two really big holidays.

11:39 Federal holidays, veteran's day, Thanksgiving stuff they pay

11:43 people to be all for. Shrimp boat Shrimp state shrimp

11:49 on about. Yeah, your letters.

11:51 You're funny. You're funny.

11:53 Is shit. I'll.

11:54 Be so serious. I'll be so serious moving.

11:56 The fuck ass. What's your sign?

12:01 Cancel. OK.

12:03 Unfortunately, but fortunately, I'm a cusp.

12:05 I was born on the 21st. OK.

12:09 Sucks your head up. I know you want to say something

12:11 smart, don't you? Go ahead, move it over.

12:13 Go ahead bitches. So okay, there is not a death.

12:18 But however, here we go. Prayers need to be sent for

12:23 Crazy Bone because he is hospitalized as of right now.

12:26 Absolutely. Yeah, some people don't know

12:29 what crazy bones just throw this from there.

12:31 Yeah, something. Life threatening?

12:33 That's something you got like. Internal bleeding, right?

12:36 Yeah yeah it's it's it's something like threatening it

12:39 just has had been just all of a sudden he is hospitalized

12:44 definitely just send prayers and positive and.

12:47 What? Did you get the jab?

12:48 Do you get the jab? Anybody know?

12:51 We don't know him, him being it's 5050 with these celebrities

12:57 cuz like they don't have to. They if they were performing and

13:01 traveling, they kind of. Did they had?

13:03 Yeah. So it depends.

13:06 Moving on, there isn't. Are you done before I answer

13:10 this question? You sure ain't nobody there, cuz

13:12 you be part of like. Yeah.

13:13 No. By the way, so far nothing has

13:16 changed. You're just still hospitalized?

13:17 Except for your death. The child.

13:19 The child. To.

13:20 Talk about the. I do got a question and it'll

13:25 probably refresh Kai's memory in the process.

13:27 Cuz I'm you is moving, working daycares.

13:30 Again. Oh yeah, about the fucking kid

13:32 in the daycare and shit, Y'all. Is I had to work in a daycare.

13:35 The fucking kid died from fentanyl.

13:38 A fentanyl over. Day.

13:40 That was crazy. In a daycare.

13:42 And it was three kids that overdose in total, and one that

13:44 was some power shit for real. Like like what the fuck?

13:48 And and with that they just found out they they had like a

13:51 secret compartment full of cocaine.

13:53 Crazy. They thought it was baby powder.

13:55 They wasn't that bitch trying to be fucking in Olympics, trying

13:58 to be LeBron and fucking. Cocaine got to relax.

14:01 The baby fucking relax. The.

14:04 Dog fucking got her crazy. Relax, Y'all.

14:06 Is cocaine y'all? Is different.

14:09 Ken, a daycare. I just got a question.

14:12 And I realize it's a lot of soft ass out here, but whatever

14:16 happened to children being off limits?

14:19 What happened to women being off limits?

14:20 Cuz don't give a fuck. The only time women are not off

14:23 limits is a day in the life facts.

14:26 Not these days. No, I'm saying that's how it was

14:28 supposed to be. How about, say, she, if she in

14:30 the life that's the one few chance that she may or may not

14:34 be off limits. Like, no women, no kids, nothing

14:37 on Sundays. That's how it used to be.

14:38 That shit left a long time ago, no.

14:40 Bro. So who was running the daycare

14:42 Little? Latina and her Ghost Cartel no

14:46 for. Real.

14:47 Yeah. Ghost.

14:47 No, Roche. That's what that was.

14:50 It's. Exactly what that was.

14:51 It's. Definitely even Cartel.

14:52 How long? Has it been going on?

14:54 Do y'all know? They didn't say all these.

14:56 Things until the kids. Got, yeah, hospitalized.

14:58 Damn it. Wasn't until the kid, they said,

15:01 the kids started to. Have a seizure.

15:03 Start the siege at first. How the hell did you allow the

15:07 child to have access? First of all, I'm not saying

15:09 that it's OK to have this, this daycare like this, but how the

15:12 hell do you allow a child to even have access to that shit?

15:17 Like, why is it level? Why is it?

15:19 Why is it there? Get around, they crawl.

15:22 Right. They're not tall, so why is it

15:25 so? That baby was one, right?

15:27 So he was barely just crawling. Baby, take a step.

15:30 Come on now. Like y'all supposed to put that

15:33 something up here? Like unless they was doing their

15:35 own product or something, because that sounds like some

15:37 hot shit, they. Thought it was baby powder.

15:39 Y'all listen to me, it was a daycare.

15:40 I'm telling. You guys didn't think that she

15:42 was baby powder started. To see.

15:43 So wait, you're trying to tell? Me a baby.

15:45 It's just like I said it off. You don't think the kids gonna

15:47 get into the cleaning fucking products and boom kid and clean

15:50 the products? Now, no, that was dumb.

15:51 No, because this day and age you gonna look like that.

15:54 Only gonna grab that bottle. Let me not put him down there.

15:56 Common sense people would. Yeah, but.

15:58 Common sense. That's so common.

16:00 That is exactly. It says easy.

16:02 Easy says it this. I hate it here.

16:09 Easy mistakes. That's.

16:10 What I'm saying, but he's doing so you've been doing real good

16:14 all week like the past few weeks.

16:16 I commend you. Doing good for what?

16:18 Cuz he ain't like said nothing dumb.

16:20 Cuz he is dumb doubt. Damn.

16:22 Stray Wow. Yeah.

16:26 Damn. Damn.

16:27 Damn. Every all three of y'all

16:28 bitches. Damn, that ain't.

16:30 Gonna fight me? One of us?

16:31 Yeah, yeah, yeah. I mean, you got a game with you,

16:34 so you know everybody. We understand every the fuck you

16:37 gonna do. Every episode from one of them.

16:40 And that wasn't me. Damn that one.

16:42 That was from the hip. If it ain't.

16:44 If it ain't you, it was me. Yeah.

16:46 I just got slapped in the back of the head, that's all, you

16:48 know. That's funny.

16:50 He get slapped by get shot. That's crazy.

16:51 Well, you. You.

16:52 I ain't got caught on, so I can't reach you over here.

16:55 Yeah, Stretch Armstrong over here.

16:56 Shorty it's. The fantastic and shit, yeah.

17:01 So that's Are you choosing violence?

17:03 You. Know I've been trying to be so

17:05 nice this past week. I really don't.

17:07 I'm fucking lying. I do got violence today and it's

17:10 going and it's going to our guest.

17:13 Do you like music? Of course, doesn't matter

17:16 anyway, so. It doesn't matter.

17:19 Not album song. Juvenile 400 degrees, a Lil

17:27 Wayne fireman. Oh.

17:30 Wow. Give me some.

17:34 Fire, not give. Me some.

17:36 Well, I'm gonna just say I'm a little Wayne fan.

17:40 I'm a wheezy fan. I mean.

17:45 That's a tough one. Easy as stressing over there, I

17:47 don't. I would.

17:49 I mean, for me, cuz in my era it would be more little Wayne,

17:54 right? Because of my era.

17:56 What's your error? It's kind of a mix, should be

18:01 honest. That's a younger than us.

18:03 She's a goddamn millennial like the rest of.

18:04 Us. No, I was 187.

18:09 Proceed. That's part of the table.

18:11 That's why I said. That's why I said she owned us

18:12 younger than us, yeah. That's part of the table.

18:14 So what I'm saying is is like little Wayne was like more of my

18:18 my thing. And now I heard juvenile, you

18:20 know. But I grew up my mother was, she

18:23 sheltered me me listening to juvenile what I had to sneak

18:27 that you feel me. So it wasn't something that I

18:28 understand. I was.

18:32 You know, like into into, like, you know Lil Wayne is money, so.

18:35 That's what's up. No, I can respect that.

18:38 Go there young. Wayne.

18:43 You know how punch you, right? I'm gonna have to like, edge it

18:48 towards juvenile you. Motherfucker come.

18:53 I know what you're gonna say. You might have to go ahead and

18:55 say you might. I'm 91.

18:56 I was born in 91. So like I yeah.

18:59 It has to be said by you. Come on, why does it have to?

19:01 Be said by you because you like you're the mom.

19:05 Fuck you. What's your answer, Fireman?

19:11 Exactly. You see me, I eat, sleep shit

19:14 and talk, right? You see that 98 Mercedes on TV?

19:17 I bored dad. For the youngest. 100 degrees

19:20 was that shit? For the youngest out there,

19:22 y'all if y'all listen to early Wayne now.

19:24 You gotta go back and listen. To literally tell you, I mean, I

19:26 know this one now. Raised him.

19:29 Yeah, him. I'm in, so you gotta if hence

19:33 500 degrees it was. Intended, but that doesn't

19:35 necessarily. More paying homage.

19:37 That is. That song was harder, no?

19:39 It's hard. Don't get it twisted.

19:41 It's definitely hard. But that doesn't necessarily.

19:43 You know what makes it better for me?

19:45 For me? I got to see him.

19:46 Before we got to see it live, live.

19:48 We got to see Juvenile perform 400 degrees live when we was in

19:52 Atlanta. And then she was fired, Yeah.

19:54 It was. A what?

19:55 You and you too. That's a little laugh.

19:57 Don't get me wrong, I would love to see Lil Wayne live.

20:00 But the Lil Wayne, the energy, like mixtape era and Lil Wayne

20:04 was killing shit. That the energy.

20:05 I don't know if it's still there for a tour.

20:08 I seen him alive like like when Nicki Minaj when he first did

20:11 like Young Money tour, I seen that.

20:14 But now it's like it's he he don't even know what damn lyrics

20:17 no more. Real shit.

20:19 That's still my man. Don't get me wrong.

20:20 Don't get it fucked up. The way he brought Colorado out,

20:22 I don't. I don't think I would.

20:26 Paid to see that, Yeah. Yeah, No.

20:28 I've had this conversation when he was here recently.

20:30 I'm gonna definitely say that. But at the same time he was just

20:33 bringing out of school. This wasn't like a production

20:36 that he. Used to no, but when he was

20:38 here, maybe during the summer. That was last year.

20:40 Was it last year or this year? Early this year.

20:42 It was 400 each for standing room only, Yeah.

20:45 Got me fucked up. Wasn't doing it.

20:46 I ain't gonna lie to you. And that's my.

20:47 Oh, it's still sprinting. Sprinting.

20:48 Yeah, I'm not. Paying 400 to stand up for four

20:51 hours for nobody, you know, not a fucking soul.

20:54 I don't even go to the club if I gotta stand up for pay 400

20:56 saying all night facts. Like I don't have the option to

21:00 sit. Yeah, I'm with you on that.

21:02 Yeah, I'm gonna bring a long chair, bitch.

21:04 Fuck for real, bitch, You can scream.

21:06 I don't give a fuck like. Tea in my trunk.

21:08 It's it's I'm literally at that age like I I I understand why by

21:12 sections facts. Facts So not to be a hookah

21:16 bitch, but bitch, I'm tired of standing no bro.

21:19 Shit. It's a different vibe.

21:20 No. After a while, it's like you've

21:22 been here 3 hours. I've had it 3 hours to stand in

21:25 my section I. Have a great one for my nerd

21:27 friends as well, which is going to be so great.

21:30 Go ahead. You said go ahead cuz you know

21:32 what's coming to your ass on all aspects.

21:37 Hank McCoy or Bruce Banner. For those of you who don't know

21:45 who I'm talking about, Hank McCoy is beast from X-Men.

21:48 Bruce Banner is the Hulk. They are literally the same

21:53 person on all aspects. Shit.

21:56 Being smart, a genius, changing their self all that so.

22:04 I'm not talking about the change, I'm talking about the

22:06 person. Brain teaser.

22:08 What is happening? This is what I choose is

22:10 violence segment. I like to make people think

22:13 about things that they don't think about in their daily life,

22:15 and it makes them go back and watch certain shit from their

22:17 childhood. I'm biased only for the simple

22:20 fact is y'all know Wolverine was one of my favorite comic book

22:23 characters. So beast being connected to

22:26 that, I would pick B. And it's so tough because like.

22:29 Yeah, it's so tough. They're one and the same.

22:31 They're one and they're one and the same, even down to their

22:33 fuck ups. That's what I'm saying.

22:35 They're one and the same. But I like Bruce.

22:38 Like I had that like, little sauce spot for Bruce.

22:41 Like, it's hard for easy. Because he That's something you

22:44 got to think about. Because you really got to think

22:47 about that stuff. Me personally.

22:49 Personally myself. I'm gonna go with Hank.

22:53 That's not taking nothing from the Hulk, cuz the Hulk is

22:55 predominately probably like one of the greatest Marvel

22:57 characters ever fucking made. But I go with Hank off the

23:01 strength of what Hank was able to do with the people around

23:04 him. Yeah, Hulk was just.

23:07 His talent benefited more than just him, yeah.

23:09 Yeah, I'm gonna go with her. Bruce was just hisself.

23:11 I'm definitely going with Hank, cuz.

23:13 I had to go Hank. Hank doesn't get the credit that

23:15 he deserves. And this one is going to my

23:17 sister next. Who had the heart of life?

23:19 Harry or Snake? Who had the heart of life?

23:23 All right. Or Professor Snake.

23:24 Snake. They treated him like shit.

23:28 They got bullied. They treated him like shit

23:31 rocks. Bill Clinton or Obama?

23:34 Obama. You sure?

23:36 And smoke weed. Yes, I'm gonna say Bill Clinton.

23:39 Bill Clinton. Bill Clinton is an honorary

23:41 member of the Terrorist Squad. Bill Clinton got the Terrorist

23:44 Squad Air Force One before us. Before us.

23:47 I think I choose Bill. Oh, going.

23:49 Back Bill Clinton smoked weed, my man.

23:52 My God. You think?

23:53 You think Obama don't get high with them, Black ass?

23:55 Left it don't matter. It don't matter.

23:57 Clinton publicly got high. He did put.

23:59 His shit with Lee, so you don't. Fucking I would definitely chose

24:03 Bill. Don't.

24:04 Get me wrong, I'm I'm happy that we got a mixed president of

24:08 color. We got the experience that while

24:10 we were alive. But Rock has Michelle so with

24:14 all that age. I'm going with.

24:16 I'm going with Barack. Do your.

24:17 Thing. Hey man, do you think 21?

24:22 I need some head. Facts.

24:24 This is including my choosing violence.

24:27 But I do have a question. No, here we go.

24:29 What the fuck is going on with Britney Spears and this dance

24:32 with the meat cleaver shit? Fake.

24:35 They were fake. Bro, I heard the Clint Clank.

24:37 She she you just said to me, Britney Spears said Leave my it

24:42 was fake. Bad sister alone Leave my

24:45 birthday to size. Love him some Bernie's leave.

24:47 My Don't she wear she wear toddler underwear?

24:52 All I'm saying is somebody check on that white girl for she

24:54 turned to the girl from. No, leave my birthday tune

24:56 alone. That's all I'm saying.

24:57 She's. Gonna turn into that Lady from

24:58 Misery Watch. Look, y'all got realized, I keep

25:01 damning free in a very fucking long time.

25:03 Shit, dude. Y'all always see her in one area

25:06 in the house. Yeah, doing that same dumb ass

25:08 twirl she. Did that dumb ass twirl when she

25:10 was? Fucking walk to walk to the

25:11 camera, come back, twirl. Walk to the camera.

25:14 Come back. Twirl.

25:17 If you all remember all the fucking videos from the MTV

25:20 days, that's all the fuck she did was always in her fucking

25:23 choreography. But this got me.

25:26 I heard that this is a conspiracy theory, Like, I don't

25:29 know if this is real or not, but I heard that Britney Spears is

25:31 really actually deceased and this is a clone, a clone of her

25:37 and Illuminati. Because you you you see, you

25:40 only see. She won't ever see her in

25:42 person. You'll never see her out.

25:44 The last time she was in person, she got a bit, came by

25:48 somebody's security. The rookie from the Spurs.

25:50 Well, I Victor. Women.

25:52 Yi. I don't know what.

25:53 That's what they said. That's what they say.

25:56 Yeah, she got some bitch slapped by security.

25:59 I didn't hear what was that. Yeah, she got back.

26:01 Came like the real kind. She Well, look, you can't walk

26:03 up on the man that can't see you.

26:06 Yeah, like the Blue respects those stars for her.

26:08 Her like her people's really dare dirty.

26:10 He thought. He thought she was a flyer.

26:12 Like, shut the fuck, bitch. Yeah, alright.

26:14 Fuck that. Now I'm choosing violence cuz.

26:16 Let's get done. I am done.

26:19 I got two more questions, but that's later on.

26:21 You're segment over bro. Ain't no segment, it's just

26:22 regular questions. No.

26:24 Go ahead. So no it.

26:27 Don't matter. That's crazy.

26:28 You'll say no up top. It's cool you won't answer this

26:30 question anyway dude, let's go so my question to everyone.

26:35 The thing My name ain't everyone.

26:37 You want me to use your real name for the one you chose, and

26:41 I can pick from those two. I fight back too.

26:44 It's cool, but we ain't talking. Easy.

26:46 Got a E&AY and I'm just saying easy.

26:50 Shut the fuck up. So story time.

26:54 And it's a question, but it's probably involved with story

26:56 time. Have you ever had a moment where

26:59 you felt like your friends didn't really fuck with you?

27:02 Absolutely. Yeah, oh.

27:04 For sure I'll go less mind fright, lengthy.

27:08 Well, let's be be nice. Go first.

27:13 Yeah, I've I've had that. I had that moment.

27:15 Especially in the in the things like when you're chasing your

27:18 dreams and things like that and you're doing certain things and

27:22 things look appealing. On social media looks bigger

27:25 than what they are. People tend to try to flock to

27:30 you because of what they see and not understanding that that

27:36 stuff comes with hard work and you know, like sweat, tears, all

27:42 of that, you know what I'm saying?

27:43 So when they see the the the hard work is, it's not really

27:47 not there. They only want to show up when

27:49 it's it's time to party or it's time.

27:52 Definitely experience that shit all the time.

27:54 That's why my circle it's only my mother and my sister.

27:58 Damn. I respect that.

28:00 For me was opposite. Yeah, for me it was opposite.

28:03 You know how you say they don't. They only want to be around when

28:05 shit is popping and shit. For me, it was total opposite.

28:08 You would think that because of all the miraculous shit I've

28:13 done, that motherfucker be like, yo, my did this or they

28:17 supported me ain't care because behind closed doors it was I

28:20 could've did that shit better. Or if I was there, I would have

28:24 won or I ran better than him. I I dance better than him.

28:29 Than him. I I do this better than him.

28:32 But when they see me, it's like, what's up, yo?

28:34 Like, I don't know. I just smiled at so many

28:37 motherfuckers who talk shit about me and don't even know I

28:39 know it, like on some real shit. So yeah, we all have.

28:44 It's total opposite for me. Motherfuckers are fake the funk.

28:47 But I know the smell, man. You know me.

28:50 Motherfuckers will fake the funk, but I know the smell.

28:53 Yeah. Ohh shit.

28:54 Put it in your Webster's. Easy.

28:55 You wanna go? Shit, every time I'd lost my

28:58 car, you know how many friends I didn't lost?

28:59 Lost well friends. You got another mode of

29:02 transportation. Be out now, you tough, right?

29:04 Before I didn't. Before I had to fit.

29:07 Not like it's because of course everybody calling me, everybody

29:09 know I'm the dependable friend. Yeah.

29:11 Can you take me? Go.

29:12 Do I how? If you sleep, don't.

29:17 Go cancel Christmas on that shit.

29:20 I need my sleep but not like but soon as I was.

29:24 Yo, I'm trying to go. I don't know.

29:26 I got this to do. I'm alright.

29:27 I stay in the house soon as I get my shit back.

29:29 Yo, we going? Nope.

29:32 Mmhmm. Now call me for shit.

29:35 It's been usually over 2 reasons.

29:38 One you found out your friends are just friends because y'all

29:41 are trauma bonded and of course typical guy shit over a woman.

29:48 Can't relate well. Maybe I can, yeah.

29:50 I'm never had to. So.

29:52 I got two different like kind of like tidbits for this topic

29:57 question one, in this present era I had to learn of do I have

30:05 friends with benefits or do I have friends And I say that is

30:12 with benefits doesn't necessarily mean romantically.

30:16 It's what can I do for you? In your time of need.

30:20 In your time of need. But in my time and there's no

30:24 you don't exist. So two stories on how I realized

30:27 that one of my friends really don't fucking like me and then

30:30 fuck with me. And this is true, true story.

30:33 Yeah, really on his podcast. When did you find out?

30:37 This is recent. Oh, it was recent.

30:40 OK, that's. The first time I found out one

30:42 of my friends really don't fuck with me is during the pandemic,

30:46 the Panoramic. Pandora.

30:49 Pandora. Panda Express.

30:52 Sonic. Her partner at the time threw a

30:56 surprise birthday celebration for her right to give you guys a

31:01 little back story is this person has been one of my best friends

31:03 since we were thirteen years old.

31:06 Say it again. 13 years. Old.

31:11 She had a function, you know, I start scrolling through IG and

31:15 Facebook, I see all the videos and the pictures and I'm like

31:17 the. No invite.

31:20 Yeah, have you? On the note invite, I comment on

31:24 one of the videos like damn it look like a fun party or some

31:26 shit like that, right? So then I get a text message and

31:30 then the video sent to my phone. So I watched the video and I'm

31:35 going to be honest, I think even to this day, I don't know if I

31:37 finished the video. It was lengthy and the video was

31:41 her making her partner record a video and the bitch said in the

31:45 video, I didn't know you existed.

31:49 I didn't know how to contact you.

31:51 I didn't know that you were supposed to be invited to her

31:54 surprise birthday party. So I think what bothered me the

32:01 most is we were, as they say, a trio.

32:05 Said individual reached out to 1/3 of the trio to invite her to

32:08 the party. If you had no contact

32:11 information for me because we're not friends with social media, I

32:13 don't believe in adding my friends, significant others on

32:16 social media. Every time they get in a

32:19 relationship. I just think it's weird, but you

32:22 invited 1/3 of us. You could have sent her and was

32:24 like, yo, I don't have shady contact information.

32:28 You mind shooting her the details?

32:30 I'm pretty sure she would want her to be there.

32:32 So that's a double non invite because 1/3 of y'all was aware?

32:36 No? She didn't say nothing.

32:37 She didn't go, OK? She didn't go.

32:41 Shh. She told me about the invite and

32:44 she was like, I'm not going. Alright, but I thought, wait,

32:46 what's? My name.

32:46 So no, no, no, no, no, no. She didn't go the second time.

32:52 It's all filling up a best friend.

32:53 And you know, y'all know me in this growth area of me is I'll

32:57 cut a bitch off. Best friend?

32:59 Quick. Real quick.

33:03 You know, coming from being an avid people pleaser, now I'm

33:06 gonna fuck about none of that. Like the standing by people

33:12 because of tenure thing doesn't mean anything to me.

33:15 Because people just feel like as time goes by that that equates

33:18 to an apology. Never does.

33:21 I need that apology to be as loud as the disrespect you gave

33:26 to me. And make sure it's genuine.

33:27 And make sure it's genuine. The second time I realized that

33:31 I feel like one of my friends didn't really fuck with me or

33:33 didn't like me. It's very recent and it's very

33:36 still very hurtful. The guys know this story.

33:39 I've never said it on air. My best friend and his wife.

33:45 Through a birthday party for two out of four of my godchildren, I

33:49 got an invite 30 minutes before the party was supposed to start.

33:54 And you know, there was a little excuse in why.

33:56 I'm just finding out about the party.

33:57 And I had already had plans because I didn't know about

34:00 this, you know, And I still was going to adjust my scheduled

34:04 plans to show up for my godchildren and, you know, my

34:06 best friend. And then I like, I think I made

34:10 three phone calls, one being pie.

34:13 To being my more civilized voice of reasons.

34:16 But they understand the tenure of this relationship.

34:18 What? You say fuck me for?

34:20 Because if any of y'all know my brother don't know the

34:23 conversation go one or two ways with him, it's going to resonate

34:27 where he understands why I'm hurt and then it's going to rest

34:30 too so we can fucking up. Up.

34:32 It could be one of those or he's going to get sound device.

34:36 Oh, you don't like it? What the fuck I'm supposed to?

34:38 Be shut the fuck up. Proceed.

34:40 So in this statement I didn't go.

34:42 And then I want to say, maybe the next day I sent a very

34:46 lengthy text message to him explaining how I felt.

34:49 Definitely was heavy on the ECR. And I don't send Ecr's.

34:52 I don't even read them. What's today, September 26th?

34:58 That man has still not acknowledged or responded to my

35:01 text message at all. Me and this man is bonded by ink

35:11 in real life. Like, literally, you're tattooed

35:16 on me. We have a family tattoo and it's

35:23 been 90 days and you still ain't hit me up.

35:28 Not even to say hello at the fuck off.

35:34 His return policy up? Do you think that he may feel

35:38 the same way on the opposite end because you didn't come?

35:41 Even though he was invited, say, 30 minutes before, he still feel

35:44 like, well, he may have still felt like you should have came

35:47 anyway. So there's a thing when we're in

35:49 our 30s or when we're growing as people, especially as parents,

35:51 It's called communication Sagittarius needs.

35:54 Communication I need. This is the thing, though.

35:56 I need you as an adult. If you have an issue with me,

36:00 don't tither around me. I've read I need straightforward

36:04 communication, not the I'm gonna ignore you for four to five

36:07 months because you don't want to play the Patty game with me.

36:09 Like she said, I'm a fucking side to tires.

36:11 We can play Petty all fucking day.

36:12 I would act like you don't exist.

36:14 The problem I have now to this date is you literally interact

36:18 with those around me and it sounds like you're trying to be

36:21 connected to me instead of you just having a conversation with

36:24 me. And then it's like, you know,

36:25 you fucked it up. That happens a lot with you.

36:29 But listen, we are. I've already openly said on this

36:32 show I'm not the easiest person to be friends with, but I'm also

36:35 the easiest person to be friends with.

36:38 There's a double sided coin. With that but one open your

36:42 fucking mouth. We're not mind readers.

36:44 That's that the same way y'all say that about women.

36:46 It goes in your interpersonal relationships as well and and I

36:50 the the conclude all of that is I I think Nocturnal may have

36:54 sent me this video and the podcaster was saying that they

36:59 believe in day two friends. Yeah, I believe in Day 2.

37:03 Yeah, I no longer subscribe to that.

37:05 No new friends Mantra. Because a lot of my newer

37:09 friends give a fucking more about my well-being than people

37:12 I have tenure with. And I'm talking about sandbox

37:15 people. Just a lot of people who I just

37:18 recently met support even this shit more than my sandbox.

37:22 And don't get me wrong, I get it.

37:23 Some people don't want to sit and listen to a podcast, but you

37:26 can watch it. You can repost it.

37:28 But if I throw a party or if I. Listen, I don't even know how,

37:35 like how I'm trying to go with it, but basically they don't

37:36 want to celebrate your wins when they're not a part of it.

37:39 Yeah, it don't when it don't benefit them.

37:41 And that's pretty much like wrap it up.

37:42 When you're friends with benefits, it don't benefit them

37:44 in some kind of way or they can't ride your coattails in

37:46 some kind of way or anything that you do in your life no

37:49 longer is substance for them or they can't Leech off it no more.

37:54 You are no longer a benefit for them.

37:56 Sometimes a lot of your sandbox friends never never viewed you

37:59 outside of the sandbox. Partially because probably

38:02 because they didn't, they never view themselves out of it.

38:05 So it's seeing you actually getting up and moving around and

38:08 walking around? That or they're still stuck in

38:11 the fucking sandbox making sandcastles when you already got

38:13 a fucking mansion that you you're working on, but you're

38:16 not building fabrication backs. But I think there's also a thing

38:20 where we have to understand that it is normal and it's OK to grow

38:26 apart from the people you have tenure with like I have.

38:30 Cousins that we were raised like siblings, like first cousins and

38:36 we're not as close as we used to.

38:37 And don't get me wrong, our lives go in different direction.

38:39 We all have children now We are, you know, some of us are married

38:43 or in long term relationships where that changes your focus.

38:47 But just like with him, we have children.

38:51 But I can still call him and he'll pick up or he'll be like

38:54 I'm at work. I'll call you back.

38:56 Communication. Sure, it'll be truthful.

38:58 What the fuck you want? Yeah.

39:00 What if you don't? What the fuck?

39:02 I'm just saying, even with them, if you don't answer my phone

39:04 call, you at least hit me back and we have some type of

39:08 conversation. Yo, I was asleep, but is it

39:10 because you guys were like, don't you don't y'all live here?

39:13 Your cousins live here? Yes.

39:15 But shit, you got. We are a large.

39:18 Fan See, this is major pain right here.

39:20 So she'd be on her if you don't answer me when I speak to you

39:24 type shit, I'm gonna put my foot in your ass.

39:27 Is that clear through? Get there.

39:28 Like that's her. Like much appetite time she'd be

39:32 on. So like if say for instance, if

39:34 I'm having a bad day because like I said, it's not a secret,

39:36 like I have mental health issues, right?

39:38 I deal with a lot of shit. That's why I laugh a lot if I'm

39:40 having a bad day, right? And I'm not talking to nobody

39:42 and I don't say nothing to any of them at all.

39:45 She gonna realize and she's gonna call me.

39:47 If I don't answer, she's gonna call me again.

39:50 After that second time she called me, she met my door like,

39:54 all right, bitch, why didn't answer the phone?

39:56 I probably might be in the shower or something.

39:57 Anything. I'll be like.

39:58 I didn't know you called me. He has two phones.

40:00 I'm calling both. I got the bat phone and the

40:02 tract phone. You feel me?

40:03 So. So that's how I've been I.

40:04 Like that though, like when he goes through stuff, he

40:06 disappears that may disappear one of the few.

40:10 People that he answers for or he'll eventually call me back

40:13 because he knows I'm pulling up. And that's also why even our

40:19 friendship or our friendship people don't understand.

40:23 Trauma does bond you in a certain way, but it's also

40:26 having those people that can help pull you back and pull you

40:29 back to the light is with also, you know keeps the glue in those

40:34 friendships. So a lot of people like well.

40:37 You you can't have more than one best friend.

40:38 I don't subscribe to that shit. No more either, because all your

40:40 friends serve a different purpose in your life.

40:42 It doesn't make them less than. It just means if I need to

40:46 fucking laugh, I might call this dickhead or I'll bro they they

40:49 or one of these idiots. You just never know.

40:51 It depends on the circumstance. If I want to have like a real

40:55 honest conversation and I know that it's not going to be like

40:57 no sugar coat of shit, I might call not first.

40:59 Like I might need the male opinion and me and not a going

41:02 to have a very lengthy conversation.

41:05 About it, we didn't been decide characters and swap spots on

41:09 each other's couch multiple times.

41:10 Hell, that's how we started this fucking podcast.

41:14 And a lot of people like, well, I just don't understand how,

41:16 like, you just met them. No, I didn't.

41:18 Didn't you just started publicly seeing you with these people?

41:21 At the end of the day, this is what you tell them.

41:23 How my Dick trauma bonds sometimes create triumphant

41:27 trails. Bars, like, that's some real

41:30 shit. Keep telling my fuckers I'm

41:32 right. Busting right about right now.

41:33 Swear to God anyway. But that people got to remember

41:36 that everything isn't all right. Trauma, trauma, trauma.

41:40 Sometimes trauma isn't a good way.

41:42 There is a such thing as good trauma.

41:45 Look, we shared some Cheerios. That's good trauma.

41:47 We was fucking hungry, you looking at us like you don't

41:50 know what we talking about when we say we shared Cheerios.

41:52 You've ever seen like a? Little mini box of fun size box.

41:56 The snake size, Yeah, we split a box of that.

42:00 We were. We were very no, we were hungry.

42:03 Best chills. I've had my fucking life. 9:00

42:06 in the morning. It's still the best.

42:07 I have a box of chills in my house right now.

42:09 Don't taste it's still. Too much?

42:10 How did y'all split that? What do you mean?

42:11 Well, one, all this is hungry. He was on vacation.

42:17 We were on vacation. We were actually picking him up

42:19 from the airport and he found y'all know them, you

42:21 motherfucker, when I found it. He found them in our rental car.

42:26 They were still sealed and everything.

42:27 Like, it wasn't like an open. Yeah, I'm a.

42:30 Real so we we it was stashed and we we had the the state property

42:33 man, the soccer soccer man van right.

42:36 So you know somebody had snacks stashed in the van.

42:39 So when we were picking him up from the airport, cuz he was the

42:41 last one to arrive, none of them dickheads searched the van but

42:43 me. Yeah.

42:44 No, I wasn't. I was just trying to get all the

42:45 fucking. It was like 18 of us and that

42:47 bitch we. I'm not gonna go.

42:48 I like to pay attention to shit. So I was opening shit.

42:51 He was. Just trying to find the gun

42:52 compartment and found the snacks pretty much.

42:55 So in that case, we, like I said, we were on a group trip,

42:59 so we have to wait for the women and everyone else to get ready.

43:02 So we were supposed to be going to the mall.

43:03 We were supposed to be going to brunch, Was hungry.

43:05 I found them. Them.

43:06 Everybody had enough. That's a.

43:08 Nice until we got to our destination to get through and

43:10 then we got small like boxes. Why?

43:12 I y'all like that. No.

43:14 It's like my phone, no actually was smaller than that, bro.

43:16 Small. That box was this big.

43:18 Snack size and so how? Many Cheerios.

43:20 Did you get a piece? Who counted it was who ain't

43:22 even count. It was just dice.

43:23 It's it's it's suffice. Don't I tell you it's the Feist.

43:27 We was all good. We got to the house.

43:29 I dropped my bags off. We went to the mornings.

43:31 Are you hungry? I was like, no, not really.

43:33 They all going to the food court?

43:34 Y'all yeah, so I was like, we cool but.

43:37 Not really. I was.

43:38 Like I still want to be. We had some Cheerios.

43:39 We. Had some Cheerios.

43:41 Yeah. They like what y'all ate what

43:42 I'll just no, like we ain't go to the market and nothing, but

43:46 yeah no, that's it's just that's my tidbit.

43:51 It's part it's gonna most likely ruffle a lot of feathers, but

43:54 who would I be without being honest about my truth?

43:56 Ain't nothing wrong. And at any given moment, if

43:58 y'all wanna pull up to the show and give your side of the story,

44:00 I might give you some camera time.

44:02 I got gloves in my trunk. Oh yeah, we can do that.

44:05 Too we can do that too. Ohh, my bad.

44:06 We can do that too because that is the problem.

44:08 I thought this will be something.

44:09 That leads into my to be really honest part that the problem the

44:12 motherfuckers is y'all will not put the gloves on no more.

44:15 Now pick up a gun. Y'all Twitter finger in and

44:18 pause. I wouldn't even say nothing.

44:22 Paul, using your Twitter fingers and your Facebook thumbs to do

44:26 more of this and it. Sometimes you just gotta put the

44:29 gloves on the shoot, shoot it with a motherfucker and back in

44:32 the day I purchased to make stuff shooting and we go have a

44:35 fucking juice box and color the fucking day.

44:37 You know what I'm saying? Like we go ride our bikes later

44:39 and a lot more bullshit would be settled if y'all just put the

44:42 gloves on the shot shot one. I realized this a while ago, but

44:47 the difference between men and women, if men like fist fight

44:51 them that be travel up and be the best of friends for years

44:53 later. That is true.

44:54 Some, some, Some. I don't beat a lot of the fuck

44:57 up. Up.

44:57 They'll probably hate my guts. Some not all.

45:00 Majority, I would say. Say a lot of men.

45:02 I'm sure somebody, but. Sure.

45:03 Men. Emotionally.

45:06 Even if you don't be friends, like, it's still some type of

45:09 mutual respect at the end of it. That meant you ask with me,

45:12 yeah. Yeah, like I ain't.

45:13 Like I ain't trying to kill you. I ain't trying to kill you.

45:16 It's still fuck you. But I ain't.

45:17 Trying to kill you. I took that L You know, I'm

45:19 saying that we we move on. It doesn't know.

45:21 I'm saying like in that event, I think we are so driven by ego

45:26 now and what everybody else is thinking.

45:28 Everybody's recording that we're worried about how we're going to

45:30 look to other people. So it's like if I we shoot the

45:33 60 and you beat me up in that 60 seconds and I dat you up now I'm

45:37 a bitch. You win some.

45:40 She lived to fight another day. But we know this as true because

45:43 it's literally motherfuckers. Which has been five years, six

45:46 years that still hate us from y'all took the L bro.

45:50 It didn't even. It was a fair weighted.

45:53 It wasn't even there. That wasn't.

45:54 Fair. It started as a fair one, that

45:55 she was not fair. No, it wasn't.

45:57 It was like 100 to like 10 no 6/6.

46:00 And they still lost. And and me speaking personally

46:03 like I I still owe one of you one.

46:05 One, so at any given moment, if you want to dance bro, we can

46:08 meet around the corner, they can say we can, we can buggy you

46:10 feel me? Fellas and D knife, It's almost

46:17 about that time so. I hit the old dusted trail.

46:22 Hey, dog, just. To be really honest, I was gonna

46:26 y'all y'all wanna close out. Yeah, so at the end of the all

46:30 of the shows, we do this thing called to be rudely honest.

46:32 It's in the sense of like I don't need to know who, I don't

46:36 know who needs to hear this butt type of thing.

46:38 And we all started off with to be rudely honest.

46:43 OK, we can come back to you. We gonna make easy to wake your

46:45 ass up. Let's go.

46:46 Not sleep. I like your way, monkey chomps.

46:48 Say, cuz y'all gonna sit, don't you?

46:50 Better than that's it. No, I do have real.

46:52 No, I'm hungry. I'm hungry.

46:56 I. Want two things?

46:57 You are, to be really honest, stop taking advantage of your

47:02 nice friends. That was good.

47:05 Like, just because they're nice and doing things for you that

47:07 don't mean that they're always gonna be there for you.

47:11 That was good. That mean appreciate these

47:13 people while they still here and.

47:14 You don't have to make me go in the box.

47:15 Hold up. Wait.

47:17 Anybody who won't go next. Dude, ohh you just call me easy

47:21 now you're going to yourself. Go ahead player.

47:24 Don't look shit like that, man. Damn you try to say we look like

47:28 this? No, because I was, I was looking

47:31 at him and just and it just averted to him, bro.

47:33 My hair ain't long no more, but he don't look like that.

47:37 Maybe if my my hair I still. No, no, no, ain't gonna happen.

47:43 My hair. Not even long.

47:43 No more. I need glasses too, you know.

47:47 Yeah. You thinking too hard?

47:48 Yeah. So.

47:49 Yeah, so to be really honest, I know I'm a royal fuck up in in a

47:55 lot of things in life. I know when it comes to a lot of

48:00 situations that I've dealt with in my life, whether it's women

48:05 relationships or like family relationships, sometimes this

48:10 should be me where I know I can make the difference in the

48:14 change and be like, alright, I fucked that will, I can, I can.

48:18 Give it to this shit like I know that, But at the same time, it's

48:23 hard trying to not view yourself as the problem when you've

48:29 always been the problem solver. Yeah, you know I'm not perfect.

48:35 I would never try to be. That's one thing.

48:37 I never strive. I would never strive to be

48:41 perfect at all. Being imperfect is the best shit

48:45 for me ever, because I get to say what the fuck I want, do

48:48 what I want, I'm gonna worry about shit.

48:50 So to be really honest, I apologize to myself for allowing

48:55 myself to get to a point. Where do I feel like I apologize

48:58 to you, bitch ass? Oh God, that should be pissing

49:05 me the fuck up. Up I have not.

49:08 It started on a good note. I have not, but not like on some

49:11 real, like real talk like to be really honest, I really do

49:16 apologize to myself for allowing myself to get into a dark hole

49:21 that I'm I'm surely getting myself.

49:23 Out myself for winning this? Yes, absolutely.

49:26 Yeah, like, you know, I wanna thank me because my Snoop voice.

49:29 Yes, but that's some real shit though, like because it starts

49:32 within and if I thank myself. Boy, fuck you.

49:37 Let's see, to be completely honest.

49:40 Bitch, you get on. My.

49:44 You know, that was really good though.

49:46 That was really good. Thank you.

49:48 I appreciate it, you know, all week sometimes.

49:58 You know, I think it's important that we give ourselves Grease I.

50:06 I I'm going to little piggyback off of what you said a little

50:10 bit because, you know, going through so much and life trials

50:16 and tribulations, we don't ever give ourselves grace.

50:22 You know, especially if you're a person who always pours into

50:25 people, you're always the one everyone comes to.

50:27 The leader, the elder. You tend to get overwhelmed.

50:33 You tend to get your cup 10 to get no, to get empty, you know,

50:40 and no one is there to to refill that.

50:43 So, you know, I think it's very important that you take time out

50:47 for yourself and to replenish your cup and to give yourself

50:52 grace, because if we don't have ourselves, nothing can happen.

50:57 And I'm actually speaking to myself going through.

51:01 You know, losing someone who was there to my heart, to car

51:06 accidents, to just trials and tribulations, back-to-back to

51:10 back. I never stopped and just gave

51:13 myself grace and and and actually grieve and actually

51:18 understand and just self-care, you know, take care of me.

51:23 And so when I did that, I felt a lot better and you know, I can

51:26 think now I can, I can see clearly so.

51:29 I think it's very important that we just stop, give ourself grace

51:33 and always take care of self. That is, that was very good.

51:38 And when she say pull into the cut, we ain't to mother Big

51:40 Gulp, you thirsty ass anyway. Ain't no be all, I guess y'all

51:45 leave me with the ending, right? So did you go yet?

51:48 Thank you. No Morgan Freeman, Then go.

51:51 To be rudely on this, find peace within yourself before you're

51:54 trying to find peace within me. And I keep the peace because all

51:58 the times. Because the peace that you try

52:00 to find with me may not be the peace that you want, cuz they

52:03 give me a piece of ease. Peace be.

52:05 Peace be still. Peace be still of peace still,

52:08 whatever, Madea said. I got it.

52:11 So what kind of peace? Yeah, Reasy peace.

52:13 He's. I got him all whose kind of

52:15 peace you want. To be rudely honest.

52:17 Two piece in a biscuit. It was real dry.

52:21 Right, like Vinny can I see? Maybe he's my fucking shit.

52:26 Point, point man. Point man.

52:29 Y'all been stopped. That should be.

52:31 To be honest, being a leader also means that sometimes you

52:38 have to learn to be a follower and be a student.

52:42 An effective leader is able to give and receive criticism, but

52:49 with that said is. A leader also extends the hand

52:54 to teach the student. So at some point the student

52:57 becomes the teacher. I say all I have to say is as a

53:01 fucking leader that I ain't fucking ask for most of the

53:03 fucking time. Like Dean, I said give a some

53:07 grace because a be tired that a motherfucker be tired lead and

53:12 trying to salvage so many things.

53:18 That you didn't break and trying to mend physics you didn't break

53:21 and damage ways on the person. So when that person becomes

53:27 nonexistent in your life, they don't.

53:29 They're unavailable. It's because they're fucking

53:31 tired people. Just be tired and allow people

53:35 to get that rest and not only call them because you need

53:38 something like ask the how they doing.

53:43 Genuinely ask them how they doing and listen to them.

53:45 Don't listen to respond. Everything doesn't require a

53:49 response and that's something I'm learning more on a personal

53:52 level and end all. Be all.

53:54 Appreciate this growth because you knew me some years back.

53:59 You would appreciate the motherfucking standing in front

54:01 of you. I've been trying to tell people

54:02 all the time, like, people think that they still know me because

54:07 they knew me. But it's a new me, so it's just

54:12 stars. It's kind of different.

54:13 So, but you definitely delivered that shit.

54:15 Like Move Faster did December when he was like, It's a circle

54:19 of life, son, the antelope you. I'm definitely taking all these

54:22 jewels and making a chain out of it.

54:24 You taking all these jewels, so just make you put it little.

54:27 I said I'm taking all these jewels.

54:29 I'm making a chain out of it. All right.

54:30 So that's what I'm talking about.

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54:33 No heart, no hustle. The shop is back fucking open.

54:37 So shot with the motherfucking gang.

54:39 Y'all know it's cold up in here and we get we win.

54:42 Hit a cold front. So she got the hoodies, the

54:45 joggers and for you motherfuckers that don't live up

54:47 north she even got the fucking sweatshirt with the shorts.

54:51 Fuck y'all because we cold. It's raining and shit.

54:54 Shot with the motherfucking gang.

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55:47 Thank you. Hey y'all, need a party host.

55:50 Yeah, I'll be doing that too if you wanna.

55:53 I'm doing that too, you know, if you.

55:55 If you need a party lit as host, somebody who is not just gonna

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56:02 popping. You can book, book, AD nice

56:06 songs. You see, I shut the fuck to.

56:09 The diesel and she got the Red Hat on to you.

56:11 That's why I was laughing. Nobody.

56:15 We subscribe to the the mantra of everybody eats be everybody

56:18 has their own talents, even if we do the same thing, so.

56:21 Yeah, absolutely, absolutely. And plus she gang, so we gotta

56:23 shut out. Gang, she part of the family.

56:25 We all fall under the same family umbrella.

56:27 Digital impact. Anyway, this has been y'all.

56:30 Just called Leash for having me. Guys, he is y'all definitely

56:33 called leash. They might like three times.

56:35 Before we go guys, Real quick. Happy motherfucking 3 year

56:39 anniversary. Really.

56:40 On his podcast. He's still here.

56:43 We're still here OK Ain't wanna Fisher.

56:46 I'm still staying. I'm.

56:47 Still still trying something for everything, yo.

56:50 I just started this BBQ shit that's fun and it's the fucking

56:54 thing suck. It for you that did not think we

56:57 was not going to make it 1 year, let alone three, Please

57:01 disrespectfully and respectfully hold my Dick.

57:08 I'm okay, I'm. Good bro.

57:11 No, but. Cuz was hating on was hating on

57:14 this. But that's the beautiful thing

57:17 we. Didn't been through so much in

57:18 ups and downs even at the redacted left and now we got car

57:22 all at all. Did you just say the pterodactyl

57:25 left redacted? I thought you called that hyena.

57:29 That's crazy. You have nice just not subscribe

57:32 to any violence. I was trying.

57:34 You are terrible. Sir, but for like 30 seconds I

57:37 tried to be positive. That was positive.

57:39 You know as a a humble leader, I appreciate you guys still

57:43 continuing this journey with me. Who say the originals bitch, I

57:47 don't know. I'm a crack.

57:47 You head with your own phone. If you try to leave, say it

57:49 again. You try to leave me.

57:52 Move outside. Even a body badge.

57:54 Say it again. That officially wraps up this

57:57 episode of The Rule Leon's podcast, I'm Nocturnal.

58:01 I'm just hearing someone get fine.

58:03 I'm just a guy naming fly with car in front of it.

58:05 I'm ready to eat. This shit was hard.

58:07 I need this. I'm Shady.

58:10 This is episode 94. We out 959697 taking over for

58:15 the 9. 97 and then 2000 give. The fuck we out it?